Saturday, September 14, 2019

What a day

Salam.
Seperti biasa rutin hari Jumaat,saya akan ke pasar tani untuk membeli stok dua minggu lauk basah dan sayur sayuran.Anak aanak tinggal di rumah dengan abi.Selalunya saya akan singgah di pasaraya untuk membeli apa yang perlu macam sabun basuh,minyak masak.
  Tiba di rumah,anak sulung, Abdurrahman yang kami panggil aman,mengamuk apabila nampak ummi sampai.Dia marah sebab ummi tak bawa dia,adiknya fattah fattah pun ikut menangis. Apalagi, ummi pun bawa keduanya pusing pusing dengan kereta sekejap.Bila abi keluarkan barang dari bonet,kereta terus ummi mensiang ikan ikan dan sotong yang dibeli tadi.Sementara abi melayan anak-anak. Anak agak manja dengan abi mereka.Dan mood Abdurrahman tak berapa elok hari itu.Tak kena sikit,terus mengamuk,tak nak pakai pampers. Abi decide bawa Abdurrahman naik kereta, sampai di rumah dah okey, lepas tu sambung nangis sebab abi tak bawa dia turun kereta dan sambung nangis  lagi.Akhirnya teridur selepas lebih sejam menangis.
  Kemudian,kami bercadang nak pulang ke kampung selepas solat Jumaat.Semasa menyusukan fattah,baru ummi perasan,dada fattah berombak,terus ummi google apa itu 'bayi bernafas laju',terus tak keruan ummi,nak sama dah dengan fattah.Abiiii,cepat balik.Sebenarnya dah hampir seminggu fattah selsema dan batuk,tapi baru hari Jumaat ni 
 ummi nampak Fattah makin teruk walaupun dia  masih bermain macam biasa.
  Bila abi balik,terus ummi ajak ke Kecemasan HUSM.Sampai di sana lebih kurang jam 2.40 petang, masuk yellow zone dengan abi sebab fattah nak abi.Sementara ummi dengan Abdurrahman tunggu di luar.Mula mula ingatkan sekejap saja,rupanya rupanya kena ambil tiga dos supaya hilang lelah fattah dan boleh bernafas seperti biasa. Pukul 7.30 malam baru doktor discharge dan kami dapat Salbutamol.Terus solat magrib di bangunan tepi kecemasan.Masing masing dah penat,pusing cari makan malam di kedai makan dan bungkus bawa balik. Esoknya baru kami pulang ke kampung,selepas makan gulai di Tanah Merah.. What a day...

Thursday, December 13, 2018

How i met you

Assalamualaikum.
Terasa mahu menulis, tapi bila kurang fakta, maka tulislah mengenai diri sendiri.

HOW I MET YOU.
Ia mengenai bagaimana saya berjumpa dengan suami saya. Sebenarnya saya kurang gemar bercerita mengenainya, biarlah menjadi kenangan terindah kami.
Tapi dipendekkan cerita, ia mengenai the power of dua'. Saya masih ingat, ketika itu boleh dikatakan saban minggu saya bangun malam, menadah tangan meminta Allah kurniakan jodoh.Suami yang baik hati, kacak, kaya. Cukuplah kami kenal selama dua bulan, seterusnya berkahwin pada 5Jun 2014. Kami berada di tempat yang sama, USM. Saya tak pernah lihat atau perasan kewujudannya.Selepas berkahwin, barulah suami bocorkan rahsia, pertama kali melihat saya di padang, selepas itu beberapa kali terserempak dalam USM. Katanya, saya jalan pandang bawah iaitu lantai(itulah saya).. Hehe..tapi saya x perasan langsung. And the rest is history.Subhanallah, hebatnya aturan Allah. Allah Maha Mendengar rintihan hambanya.

Alhamdulillah semua urusan dipermudahkan selepas itu. Kata Prof Muhaya, untuk dapat jodoh yang baik, kita kena jadi baik dulu. Atas inspirasi itu, ketika di hujung tahun 2013, saya mula berubah menjadi lebih baik, meninggalkan perkara yang tidak bermanfaat, sentiasa berzikir dan melakukan amalan sunat. Ada pepatah mengatakan "will i marry myself". Bukan berubah untuk duniawi, tetapi untuk diri sendiri. Untuk ketenangan. Alhamdulillah sekarang sedang kalut menguruskan suami, anak-anak dan rumah tangga. Moga saya sentiasa berusaha menjadi lebih baik.
Sekian.

Wednesday, November 28, 2018

Terapi pekerjaan

Anak sulung, ada masalah lambat bertutur. Dia di rujuk ke pertuturan bahasa sejak 1/2/2018. Ujian pendengaran normal, kemudian ke jabatan psikitari, untuk jumpa dr psikiatri kanak2. Dr rujuk ke terapi pekerjaan. Sebab nak exclude autism. Aman tiada tanda autism yg obvious, no hand flapping, eye contact ada, tapi poor. Kalau panggil, Kadang2 berpaling Kadang2 tak berpaling. Sekarang ni, vocab dia tak banyak. Ssang untuk pisang, shhu susu, nah, aki untuk abi, banyak cakap Jerman. Ummi harap akan ada keajaiban suatu hari ni. Ummi dapat berbual dengan abdurrahman  

Saturday, March 24, 2018

Cahaya mata

Assalamualaikum.
Kini dunia blog makin suram.Sy kini sudah  konvo master dan merupakan ummi kepada dua orang cahayamata lelaki, Abdurrahman dan Abdul   Fattah. Belum bekerja,doakan yang baik2.

Tuesday, August 01, 2017

Developing quality scientists -C&P

http://www.thestar.com.my/opinion/columnists/ikim-views/2015/03/10/developing-quality-scientists-it-is-important-for-muslim-students-who-pursue-science-to-understand-t/


It is important for Muslim students who pursue science to understand that they have a collective responsibility to contribute to society as a whole.

FOR students who recently received their SPM and STPM results, it signified the end of a phase in their lives and the beginning of a new chapter. Those who did well will proceed to further their studies in their chosen fields, based on their results.
One discipline that certainly requires quality students is science. However, many see the number of science students dwindling.
But what is critical is the quality, not quantity. Malaysia requires scientists who can innovate and invent in order to progress. We need thinking scientists who are problem-solvers.
To produce quality scientists, we have to obtain good students who not only excel academically in science, but also are able to observe and think analytically as well as critically.
Science is not a subject in which one simply memorises facts and formulae. Science requires understanding of the workings of the world.
Jabir Ibn Hayyan, whom many call the “Father of Chemistry”, was an 8th-century chemist. One of his greatest contributions was to bring “alchemy” out from the realm of superstitious beliefs into the realm of trusted knowledge.
Jabir was one of the earliest to describe the modern scientific method with four meticulous steps: Observation, rationalisation, confirmation, and falsification.
He wrote, “The first essential in chemistry is that you should perform practical work and conduct experiments, for he who performs not practical work will never attain the least degree of mastery.”
It is important for students who wish to pursue their studies in science to develop a new mindset. They need to be interested in practical work, because reading and attending lectures are not sufficient.
They also need to be observant and alert to minute details as well as be able to analyse, synthesise, compare and evaluate.
As highlighted by Dr Harith Ahmad of University of Malaya, who was recently named Distinguished Professor, it is important for a scientist to have “the willingness to work hard, commitment, and an interest” in what he or she is doing.
A quality scientist should also have a sense of mission, to seek for answers that can provide the truth to the inner workings of the world.
Nevertheless, as noted by Ibn al-Haytham, a 10th-century Muslim physicist, “Finding the truth is difficult, and the road to it is tough.” That is why a scientist must be prepared to face failure.
As Thomas Edison said, “I haven’t failed. I’ve just found 10,000 ways that don’t work.” Essentially, failure can become a spur to improve and become better.
It is high time that we try to move away from the obsession with the number of As that a student achieves.
One wonders at the quality of the string of As that a student obtains. It would be unfortunate if students merely memorise without having any understanding on the things that they are supposed to be learning.
Learning is more than just memorising, as it also involves elements of understanding and experiencing.
It is therefore unfortunate that we have students who memorise but do not have the ability to think. These are students who rely almost entirely on the teachers.
When these students, who do well in their SPM and STPM examinations, go to universities, there is a tendency for them to continue their heavy dependence on lecturers.
These days, many lecturers use power point notes in their lectures. Many students unfortunately only depend on these power point notes to revise.
They do not actually bother to look up for extra references, which in this day and age, are easily obtained.
Such a lackadaisical attitude does not make a quality student, and if the student is a science student, this would not contribute towards the making of a quality scientist.
This student may not even see the value of practical work in science as emphasis is placed on memorisation of lecture notes.
We definitely need scientists for us to be able to tackle the many problems that we face in our world.
Science is an “art” of discovery. These discoveries should better our lives by solving the situations that we face, and not create more problems for us.
Equally important is for quality scientists to pay attention to ethical issues, so that discoveries which are made and technologies which are developed would not damage or destroy the only world that we live in. Ethics and science have to go hand-in-hand.
If we have quality scientists who are ethical, we could at least be reassured that ethical implications would be taken into consideration. This is one of the major challenges that we face today.
This is also a challenge for Muslim students who aspire to become scientists Being a Muslim scientist is not just about doing science, but also involves great responsibility.
It is important for Muslim students who pursue science to understand that they have a collective responsibility to contribute to society as a whole.
Their quest for the truth in science should also lead them closer to God, and not lead them astray. This closeness or taqarrub would be the ethical safeguard within themselves, that would ensure that whatever that they do in science would not be unethical or corrupt.
Having an “A” in science may be a prerequisite to further one’s studies in science, but this is not enough. It is pertinent that everyone sees the need to develop quality, thinking scientists who are responsible, ethical and knowledgeable, who could contribute significantly to the society and nation.
That is where the “A” is really valued and counted.
> Dr Shaikh Mohd Saifuddeen bin Shaikh Mohd Salleh is Senior Fellow with Ikim’s Centre for Science and Environment Studies. The views expressed here are entirely his own.

Wednesday, January 18, 2017

Shokubutsu

Kami sekeluarga memang pengguna setia sabun shokubutsu. Saya dan suami masing masing menggunakannya sejak bujang lagi.Lepas kahwin, seia sekata  sabun mandi apa nak beli. Walaupun sedikit mahal, ianya berbaloi sebab wangi dan tak rasa melekit. Paket diatas dibeli di AEON Kota Bharu, RM 4.88, terus beli dua paket. Selalunya harga biasa RM7.20- RM 7.50 untuk paket 550mL. Kami pernah mencuba dalam bentuk sabun buku, 3 ketul RM3.50. Agak menjimatkan, tapi kurang buih dan kurang wangi. Setelah lama tidak mengemas kini blog, pasal sabun pun nak tulis. Sebenarnya kurang idea untuk meneruskan blogging, lagipun dunia blog kini semakin kurang popular. Lihat sahaja newsfeed blog rakan sudah lama tidak berubah sejak bertahun-tahun. Mungkin faktor komitmen kerja dan urusan seharian yang sibuk.Begitu juga dunia buku dan majalah. Contohnya, Majalah Anis sudah berhenti penerbitannya sejak Disember 2016. Saya pun kurang pasti apa sebabnya. Namun saya sendiri sudah lama tidak membeli majalah yang mana saya dulu antara penggemar majalah Anis, Solusi, I. Apapun, semoga tahun 2017, lebih banyak buku dapat dibaca dan meneroka ilmu yang baru.

Projek Baby Box dan Food Basket 2.0

Sunday, April 17, 2016

kebahagiaan

Assalamualaikum.
Apakah definisi bahagia, ada yang berkata apabila wang cukup untuk memiliki apa sahaja yang terlintas dihati. Bila dapat memiliki mereka rasa puas hati dan tersenyum. Namun, mengapa statistik menunjukkan negara maju mempunyai kadar bunuh diri yang agak tinggi. Tidak bahagiakah mereka kerna mempunyai wang dan harta.

Namun, ketenangan tidak dapat dibeli dengan wang dan harta.  Patutlah kita melihat sepasang suami isteri hidup dirumah kecil dan anak anak yang ramai  mengukir senyuman apabila bersama. Mahu mencapai ketenangan haruslah diusahakan. Bagi saya, yang paling mudah adalah berzikir. Ingat Allah. Istighfar.

Alhamdulillah, saya kini menjalani rutin sebagai seorang surirumah dan ibu dan isteri. Anakku akan berinjak 6 bulan hari rabu ini. Aduh, umminya berdebar. Sebab first time ni nak perkenal solid foods padanya. Cepatnya dia membesar, rasanya hampir setiap hari bila tengok anak kami "membuas" , suami akan cakap "besar dah dia". Lahir berat 3.0kg, skarang rasanya sudah lebih 7kg. Meniarap tepat2 3 bulan. Keluarga selalu kata senang nak jaga dia. Sebab dia menangis ketika lapar nak tidur. Time lain rilek saje.Alhamdulillah syukur..

Monday, June 29, 2015

Tips isteri bekerja urus rumahtangga tanpa pembantu rumah

Assamualaikum..
Bekerja dalam masa yang sama memerlukan pengorbanan yg sangat besar. Sekarang sy dah rasa cabarannya. Balik rumah, mahu masak, persiapan kendiri, pengisian rohani, berperang dengan kantuk dan keletihan badan. Kadang2 terasa mahu give-up saja. Bila kita nak yang terbaik, tapi end-up ada juga yang kita tak puas hati.Dari hal memasak, membersih dan mengemas dan menguruskan baju: basuh, jemur, lipat dan gosok.
Berikut tips2 yang sangat berguna yang boleh diaplikasi.

http://siraplimau.com/tips-ibu-bekerja-tanpa-pembantu/


Monday, July 21, 2014

Update

Assalamualaikum.
Ya ALLAH..lamanya tak bukak blog sendiri.Rupanya boleh guna emel yang sama gmail diguna untuk sign in Youtube.
Hari ni sudah lebih 20 hari kita di bulan Ramadhan.
Alhamdulillah..tiada sepatah perkataan yang layak diucapkan selain ucapan itu atas kurniaan Allah yang tidak terhingga. Saya masih bernafas, mengihirup udara Allah setiap hari, mampu mengerjakan ibadah kepadaNya.

Banyak perkara berlaku sepanjang tempoh 5 bulan. Perkara yang paling saya tak terlintas dalam hati saya adalah: bernikah pada bulan Jun tahun ini. Prosesnya memang cepat, saya hanya mengenal suami dalam 3 bulan dan kami bersetuju untuk bernikah. Allah...saya masih ingat bagaimana saya menyerahkan sepenuh hati saya kepada Allah pada satu malam bila saat itu hati saya begitu luluh dan pasrah. Dan Allah menghadirkan seseorang yang saya tak pernah kenal sebelum ni, i had never known him! Semua ini takdir Allah. Moga Allah mengurniakan keberkatan dalam rumah tangga kami, sakinah mawaddah dan rahmah. Kurniakan zuriat yang menjadi penyejuk hati kami.